Hello all!!!
So.. This is my first post. I don't know what all of you might expect from here, but I guess this'll just be like.. a journal. For now. :) So, I'll start off with what's been on my mind as of right now: Dreams. What ARE dreams? Are dreams our perspective of the world? Are dreams how our minds figure out reality? Or are dreams telling us what we really feel deep down? I believe all three. Let's take my latest dream. A nightmare..
My boyfriend decided he wanted to take a break. So, he broke up with me and said to start seeing other people. To try and fill the empty void inside, I tried, and failed. I couldn't handle it. I couldn't take being away from him, and seeing him so happy without me. So, I would fake being happy, just to see him smile, and think that everything was ok.
I woke up before I could finish the dream, but I think it was telling me multiple things. I am afraid of him breaking up with me. I am afraid of being alone, and forgotten. Those are my worst fears. So, even though I know he won't, my fear is still there. Another thing, is that I think it was telling me how I will suffer to make others happy. I will do anything, just to make sure others feel joy. I would give and give, and take nothing in return, just to see someone (especially the person I love) happy. I don't know what else my dreams were telling me, so I'll leave it up to you guys. What dreams have you had, and what do you think they meant? Thanks everyone.
-Rose Red
